Yes, it begin fantastic-ly/heaven-ly miracle, something that you never expect or dream about and end miserably or even happily depending on how you handle it. But it's still something that none of us have ever thought of.

It's a battle, it's war, you may win, you may lose and it's all depend on you!

But remember, learn and grow up from it. Life is all about learning and growing and of course, dont dwell in that past or else, you can never come out.

 

Something to ask myself "Have you really crawl out of the past?"

 

And my ans is "....... I really don't know". But I still have that few qns constantly popping out of my head from time to time.. and I guess it's just really curiousity and I wanna know why. To be honest, I still don't understand why and how did it became like this. I believe even if 10 years down the road, when I'm married or what, I still have all these qns in my head..

 

"Why did you do this to me?"

"Don't you regret?"

"Why are you acting like this?"

"Am I really that easy?"

"Don't you ever think of the past?"

"Seriously, just tell me what are you thinking"

 

Sorry I really don't understand you now. Ya I am saying NOW. Cause I am sure I understand you previously, might not be 100% but at least 80%? But you seem to be a complete stranger that I don't know and don't understand.

 

All the actions and words... "Are you a clown?"